fianl announcement..haha. i've been promoted:)

my class has 4 retainees and 3 under probation with 2 being asked to drop a subject. haha. that's the state of my class. my results aint wad i thought it was. which means wadeva i posted was not the final results. so ya. not good. but better. and i'm contented=)

but honestly, promoting isnt exactly wad i'm looking for now. haha. more like i want a break. a real long one. where i can leave my hse..like go some empty plot of meadow to spend my time there. experiencing songs and nature etc. don feel like living so close to humans now. haha. i want to leave this world. at least for now. but i don think i ever can.

tml's theory exam. cant wait for it to be over. then i'll be rather free. rather. not totally. mus do my OP and revision. when can i fulfil my dreams. to leave away from here? sigh.

there's somewhere within no one has reached yet still.
it's not that i'm preventing.
it's jus that.
no one can.

some stuff that you once said,
i jus feel so untrue
like it dint mean anything at all.
at all.
nonetheless,
i respect your decision:)